Christmas
Dear diary, I'm not sure what to write nor what to think for you. It's not that my mind has gone blank, but I just don't have the mood for writing. Still, I've opened it and somehow I just went on typing and typing like a habit. I love writing, but I have to admit that I'm not good at it, so I just write for the sake of it. Writing can be fun, but can be a nightmare sometimes if I'm under an exam or something like that. I don't know how many times I've written this sentence, but here it goes again: Recently there has been so much going on and I don't know how to handle it all. The exam is coming, but I feel like I should practice listening and speaking a little bit more. I wish I could be offered the scholarship for the PhD studies. I'm desperate. I really want to further my studies, but it's damn hard, and imagine reading all those literature to put in your words, it's driving me crazy. Oh well, though there can be difficulties, I have t...